I lived in a house from hell for four years, from age eleven to
almost sixteen. There was constantly something happening.
Doors flying open and shut, voices, footsteps. Nothing ever
stayed where you put it. I was alone there a lot because
both my parents worked and I was constantly terrified. One of
the most gut-level disturbing things though was the little girl in
my bathroom. Every time I walked past my bathroom door
(which was constantly since it was right outside my bedroom)
I saw a little girl with blond curled hair and a rose-colored dress.
She just stood there, staring, looking like a photograph from
1905. I started keeping the door closed so I could walk
by without seeing her, but she was always there when I
opened it. Once I stepped in past her, I couldn't see her
anymore but I could feel her there. She scared me, but I felt
really sorry for her because she was trapped there, just like
me, but probably forever.As the years went by and things in
the house continued to get worse, she started seeming...
darker. I started feeling like she wasn't really a little girl. I knew
there was something ugly in the house and I felt like it was
presenting this pathetic image to me. Then I started thinking
I was completely losing my mind. One day, when I was 14,
I had a friend from out of town come stay with me for a week.
I hadn't told her anything whatsoever about the house because
I didn't think she would come if I did. Right after she got there
we were sitting in my room and she left to go to the bathroom.
About a minute later she walked back in with a puzzled look
on her face and said "So, there's a little girl in your bathroom".
"Um, I, yeah she hangs out in there. Blond hair?" "Curls?
Pink dress? Yeah. You know that's not really a little girl,
don't you?" I almost threw up. I was so relieved and terrified
and excited and ready to run out of the house screaming.
She wouldn't use my bathroom the rest of the week and I
started using it as little as possible without pissing off my
parents (who did not want to believe).
Eventually we moved out and I could not have been happier.
I distanced myself from it mentally as much as I could.
Then, when I was 18, I took another friend on a road trip to
pack up a few things I'd left in the house (my parents hadn't
managed to sell it, and wouldn't for 5 more years). The minute
we got on the property, my friend seemed uncomfortable.
When we came around the bend in the long, steep driveway,
he went completely white. I could tell something was wrong,
but he insisted he was OK, so we got to work. After a while
he asked to use the bathroom and I directed him to mine.
Not 20 seconds after he left, he came running back in, gasping
for breath, and slammed the bedroom door behind him. He
started babbling about a little blond girl who isn't really a little
girl. All of a sudden he went dead still, looked me in the eye,
and very solemnly said "She's not happy. With you. You left,
and you weren't supposed to".
I distanced myself from it mentally as much as I could.
Then, when I was 18, I took another friend on a road trip to
pack up a few things I'd left in the house (my parents hadn't
managed to sell it, and wouldn't for 5 more years). The minute
we got on the property, my friend seemed uncomfortable.
When we came around the bend in the long, steep driveway,
he went completely white. I could tell something was wrong,
but he insisted he was OK, so we got to work. After a while
he asked to use the bathroom and I directed him to mine.
Not 20 seconds after he left, he came running back in, gasping
for breath, and slammed the bedroom door behind him. He
started babbling about a little blond girl who isn't really a little
girl. All of a sudden he went dead still, looked me in the eye,
and very solemnly said "She's not happy. With you. You left,
and you weren't supposed to".
Hi Alyssa,
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-Jordana
wow that was deep miss, very creative it must be from all the horrors you watch at home
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